Stragella - Thursday, December 13, 2007 5:27:22 PM

59.4 degree's, and its gonna get cooler. This warming trend we have been having is slowly fading away into coldness. It might snow this weekend. Outsides looks dreary. The sun came out today maybe for 15 mins. That was while I was awake. I woke up around 1:30 pm. My neck still hurts like crazy. I believe I slept on it wrong a couple of days ago.

Lately I been feeling depressed, and I really don't have thing to be depressed about. I do once again but its out of my reach. I been feeling unmotivated. Lately I been jealous of a friend. I have no reason to feel this. I am so happy for this person but I just wish, maybe I was as talented as them. I feel lost. I feel I have no talent.  I hope this feeling will pass.